Sunday, February 28, 2016

No, romance is have had to fullfill itself without me

      No, romance has not had it's way with me and taken me to this place where make believe still pretends to imagine dragons in the sky as the clouds perform it's art in the heavens. ********* Jet's could not have possible set ways for the clouds to appear in that format because from far I feel like it's only a mirage*************Water that does not have a fall to set from
***************************Water that does not have a fall to set from comes trout pound and all of it's calmness______(wHo Took, my Green Letters, AwaY?)

      No, I don't think of your soft lips and how I would love to bite your bottom one-------I must say that I have to think of financially I have to keep it "G" rated and not get too specific
     There's a lake around here but not like the river that flowed by Rinconcito, that town were I heard that one day my dad wanted to take my mom out and my grampa said."NO"! But she left anyway.

      I must say, I always thought it wasn't good to speak about one self on a paper but I have not known who Marilyn Monroe was until she really popped out at me from a painting that some girl gave me because she said , "The picture was haunting her", I put it in my room and one day fighting with God, I saw the picture coming out of the painting and I turned around and walked away from it.
     Who was Marilyn Monroe anyway?
     I began the search after 2012 and I was 36 and loosing my marvels and God's gifts and being a yo-Yo all over the bottomless pit of Guatemala......( WAIT, WHAT HAPPENED TO THE GREEN?)
      So, I knew I liked pills for my back ache and having lost my way back to Los Angeles from the country side I began reading about her. It turns out that her soul had to continue or had to be reborn again. Who know's why she was floating around New York, Manhattan as I was being in the process of making in 1976****I don't what other hospital I must of been taken from that I traveled all the way down to Central america, A place that really had no .....Wait, I was given as a sign to the Mayas. 
     Why?
     Care to tell you what you meant to me----Care to tell you that I care to waste my time to think of you now----I think about the days that you kept me up all night as I fed you and shivered because I was so tired and wanted to go to sleep.
     I care to give you a piece of my mind, but for what stay crazy looking for a new one.
     The other day you stormed into my room looking for a cat that does nothing but lay on her butt!----You was mad that I didn't get up and help you look for that black dahlia. What can it be that you want her for anyway?----It must be to kiss her perhaps cause it seems that we all need a new life sometime.
     I want to talk about you and all the quiet times you remained beside me as you must of heard my thoughts---It;s not fair how God sent a child to look after me.
     A child that forgot how to cook and make coffe and bring it upstairs if he wants someone to really cook something that matters...Yeah I say I don't even care to say of what it really doesn't hurt to think of you anymore----You were only a dream and Now I'm gone---I keep telling them to turn the care buttons on from upstairs but noone is listening? :/
     Care to tell you what you meant to me when I felt one of your exe's come look for me and introduce you to the one that caught a bullet for his dumb ass and now comes in spirit wanting me to feel her right leg pain? Care if I even think of you----Care if I think of you to remember your favorite color, and no! Mine's isn't pink anymore and probably toning it down wasn't a good idea either.
     Care if I tell you what the color is now